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DECEMBER 2011 NEWSLETTER

ingrid | December 14th, 2011 | No Comments »

DECEMBER 2011

Have a great Christmas and a wonderful New Year! We hope to see you in the New Year at one of our events!

* Check us out in The Manitoba Arts Network 2012 Performing Arts Touring Directory:

This directory is a listing of Canadian performers interested in touring rural and northern Manitoba. Genres of performance include music, dance, theatre and variety. The directory features performers’ show descriptions and fees, production details, contact information and website links.

http://www.communityarts.mb.ca/documents/PerformingArtsDirectory2012.pdf


The last couple of months has been interesting, stressful, and surprising to say the least but I suppose, creating original music & art, while learning how to be a great business person is never easy. With that said, I must say this past year has taught me a lot more about who is willing to support In The Closet Productions mission & vision to be “a voice for the  voiceless” and who is willing to support our original music and art. I am very greatful for this understanding. It allows me to move forward knowing the truth about the path I have chosen (a road less travelled) and with hopeful expectation that in 2012 God will begin to move & shake up some things for me … by making way for some of my greater requests (I made out to HIM in 2009, 2010, and 2011) to be answered. Request that I have not given up on (my greater goals) but I have faith that they will be granted in HIS perfect timing, not mine. Knowing this … I must admit … makes me very excited, motivated, inspired and looking forward to a powerful and very successful new year as a singer, songwriter, poet, spoken word artist, short film maker, public speaker, overcomer, and founder of In The Closet Productions. Knowing this makes me excited for 2012 because I trust that the tide is turning and GOD is doing something great for me and my company behind closed doors. Great things that involve a release of all the good things HE has promised me. Things that were previously held back, delayed, denied, hindered, stolen, and hidden from me. Things that I will use to be a blessing in other people’s lives.This is my prayer for 2012 (the year of RELEASE) and I trust that GOD will answer my humble petitions. In fact, He has already started to do just that … with my first successful grant application in the MUSIC industry! I am so grateful!


FACTOR has decided to be the first of many (God willing) organizations to give financial support to my musical efforts. Thank you FACTOR!

http://www.factor.ca/Approvals.aspx

Stay tuned for more good news, God willing, in 2012! Thank you for your continued support and Have a wonderful Christmas & safe New Year!

P.S. … Please, BUY a CD (ONLINE) or a poetry book as a Christmas gift for someone close to you who would enjoy it. This will help us meet our commitment to donate a portion of all CD sales to The Laurel Center.

OCTOBER 2011 NEWSLETTER

ingrid | October 25th, 2011 | No Comments »

It’s Women’s History Month!

To celebrate the month … on October 26th, 2011 The Manitoba Status of Women is honoring 8 Manitoban Women ( in their publication), who are artists, that use their ART for Social change. I am blessed to be one of those artists.

I would like to thank GOD for His wisdom, grace and divine favor … along with all the wonderful people GOD put in my path to help complete my projects, start my company and promote “Wounded Soul” Vol 1&2.

With that said, I would like to pay respect to …

1.  THE LAUREL CENTER( who supported my dream by letting me speak & sing at their 25th Anniversary event).
2. MY MUSICIANS, “THE FUNKY FRESH CREW”, & All the local  artists & music producers on my compilation CD “Wounded Souls” Vol 1&2. BUY THE ALBUM ON ITUNES.
3. THE RED CROSS ( who let me sing & speak at Respect Ed; power For The Positive).
4. VOICES Manitoba Youth In Care network (MASSIVE WORKSHOP) who allowed me to speak and sing to youths who lived in the same system I lived in.
5. JUSTIN JARON LEWIS, AQUA BOOK STORE, Sound Strategy Music, My voice teachers at The Manitoba Music Conservatory, Erika Romualdo Designs, The Winnipeg Public Library, The Winnipeg Arts Council, Manitoba Trade and Investments, The Horace Patterson Foundation, The KEG, Winnipeg Black History Month 2006 Celebration, The Reel World Film Festival, Hawaii’s Girl Fest, The Winnipeg Sun, The Lance, The Metro, John Kendle of Uptown, Black Planet Music spotlight, The Def Poetry website, Truth Theory Blog talk radio show, STREETZ, Flava 107.9, BRAVO! NEWS, Big Breakfast Television, CTV, Hot 103, Kick F.M., CBC National News, Shaw T.V., Uof M radio, CKUW, CBC radio, CJOB, Galaxy radio, Ear shot college radio Charts.

In addition to: Klinic Community Health, UNICEF, The Osborne House, and The Spence Neighborhood Association, The Manitoba Arts Council Touring Directory and The Manitoba Arts Network Rural Arts Touring Directory.

This honor is not just mine. It also belongs to everyone who ever gave me a chance to use my words and my voice in a creative way to express my story … and hopefully inspire change. Thank you ALL!

Currently, I am working on my third studio album with my band “The Funky Fresh Crew” ( which is also my first singer-songwriter project), more music videos, and 2 new books.

I can’t wait to bring them out of  ”my closet” and share them with you. Please stay tuned!

www.intheclosetproductions.com


In The Closet Productions … “A Voice for The Voiceless”

“Great in my smallness and small in GOD’s greatness, overshadowing me”

ingrid | July 4th, 2011 | No Comments »
Ingrid D. Johnson’s   …  ” Voice for the Voiceless”
Presented by In The Closet Production


268753_10150317463570097_708950096_9683152_5465668_nA SUMMER UPDATE by Ingrid D. Johnson , Monday, JULY.4th 2011.

  • Happy Canada Day & now Independence day!

    I know it’s been a while. Sorry. I have not forgotten you. You are important to me. I just wanted to give you a break for a while. I did not want to be all up in your face, constantly, pushing my books and CDs. I started thinking to myself … I worked hard on both of them and I did my best … so GOD will help them to see that in time and they will buy one or two and tell others. I can’t force anything. This is not the way to success. So, I decided to relax on that and focus on GOD. I decided to let Him show you by my words and actions that In The Closet Productions is a good company all about helping others and producing products & services that help, not hurt.

    I pray that comes across in time. With that said, I will be sending a newsletter out once a month again … just so we can keep in touch and I can let you know when I am releasing new stuff. . I hope you will read them and show your support. Thanks.

    WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING …

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    I finished up my therapy at The Laurel Centre … after 3 long years of hard work and many revelations about the impact of childhood sexual abuse on my life. It was good to be done but sad because I loved my therapist. She was someone I could talk to. However, I was happy to be moving on. So, I did my last group session on relationships and worked through the loss of two friendships I had to end a year ago. The group I was in helped me to sort through my hurt feelings and understand that some relationships need to end. Especially ones that are unhealthy and where someone lies to you often and abuses your trust. So, I accepted with support from GOD and my group sessions … that those friendships had to end and that it was okay to be angry and sad about it. As long as I did not stay that way. I haven’t. It was very painful and I miss both women very much … but I pray for them and want nothing but GOd’s best for them and I can be grateful for the life lessons and great wisdom I gained in interacting with both of them.

    Moving on … I have also been spending lots of time reading the Bible, communicating in my relationships, working on my singing, learning piano, and handling my business. It feels great!

    I am currently recording my 3rd studio album, working on my performance skills, and writing my first novel. I want to deliver quality products and do more than just entertain you … I want to inspire & educate you with the truth. I want to feed your soul good things and show you that I respect your investment in me and my company’s mission and vision. I want my next project to resonate with you MORE than my current one does. I want to connect deeper with you as a new singer and show you that I have nothing but love and truth to share. I want you to know I am serious about being an artist … whether I have one person showing support for my art or billions. I want to always strive to be …

    “Great in my smallness and also small in GOD’s greatness,
    overshadowing me.”

    So, Godwilling … my next book, CD, unique style of voice & story telling skills will be amazing enough for you to really hear me & feel the truth within my words & musical stories.Stay tuned for some beautiful music filled with life, love, truth, inspiration, faith, joy, and peace along with my first novel that let’s the truth speak.

    In the meantime, I could still use your support to support my dream to be “a voice for the voiceless”. Please spread the word about my book & CD “Wounded Soul”, so that I can keep producing events that shares my story (creatively) and that also gives a portion to The Laurel Center to help other women, like me, who have gone through childhood sexual abuse. You can make a difference for someone like me. Think about it, please. Thanks.

    I hope life is treating you well, the mosquitoes are not to fierce, … and summer is not too hot for you.

    Enjoy it … Winter comes all too soon. Stay in peace, good health, prosperity,  and be blessed. :)

    Love,
    Ingrid D. Johnson
    “A voice for the Voiceless”

AUGUST NEWSLETTER 2010

ingrid | August 20th, 2010 | No Comments »
Ingrid D. Johnson August 6 at 6:24pm

” The Bad little Girl I was” … by Ingrid D. Johnson

I found myself looking at my little girl picture the other day. It brought back a lot of memories and some tears to my eyes.

When I was little girl I was always a dreamer. I always had BIG dreams. I felt anything was possible like most children do. My imagination was unlimited. Mostly because I believed in and loved Jesus (my life), creativity, music, dancing, books, and the joy of true love. I was nine years old. I was so innocent so pure.
Then, childhood sexual abuse happened to me. Not once but twice and I lost my way. I lost myself. My boundaries got distorted. My reflection became ugly, I felt dirty, twisted, ashamed, and lost. I felt like nothing and I hated myself.

I fell into a pit and couldn’t get out. I lost my soul and buried my little girl. Then, I walked around like a ghost … for years. I was dead, thirsty, and beyond hungry for true unconditional love. I was misunderstood, angry, broken, and a lot like ” The Samaritan Woman” at the well in The Bible.

The woman was thirsty & hungry for love, like me. She was misunderstood and lonely. She was judged & condemned by others in her community. She was an outcast and other women looked down on her. In fact, they probably talked about her and all her broken relationships. All because she was searching for love in all the wrong places with all the wrong people and she had made men her everything - her idol above God.

Then, she met Jesus and had a conversation with Him at the community well … that changed her life. He was graceful, gentle, non-judgmental, compassionate, loving and truthful. He understood her problems and He treaded her like His daughter. He loved her soul and told Her that she could be satisfied in Him. He knew her sins but He did not mock her. No, He came to help her. He came to meet her where she was at in life and take her to a new level.

I was a lot like that woman in the way that I idolized men & because of this I had bad relationships with them. I wanted them to fill something only God could fill inside me. I wanted them to love me even though I did not have love or respect for myself. This was impossible. Then, after exploring some other religions … I started reading the Bible and believing what JESUS went through and everything that He did for me. I let His quiet voice inside of me tell me about me without being defensive or putting my mistakes on anyone else. I let Him help me to start forgiving those who hurt me and accepting His forgiveness for all the pain I caused others in my broken down state.

Now … I know that some don’t believe in my Jesus - some don’t believe in God. I know that some don’t take God at His word. I know that some don’t know what to believe in and I can respect that everyone has a right to choose what they want to believe. However, I can’t deny or hide my love for Jesus, who delivered me from being a slave to dysfunction. Jesus who helped me to stop blaming myself for all the childhood sexual abuse, so that I could stop being depressed, overwhelmed with fear, guilt, shame, and broken relationships. Jesus who gave me faith, hope, and love when I had stopped believing in anything good.

Now, thanks to God … my life has changed. I am a dreamer again. I have love & self respect. I have a soul mate who loves me and I know one day soon, God will bless me with bigger opportunities to help others with His wisdom, my life lessons & my various creative gifts, through my company In The Closet Productions … “A voice for The Voiceless”.

I know that God will help me to establish In The Closet Productions with wisdom, integrity, the love & support of others who have been through what I have been through, and people like you who care.

Thank you for reading my newsletter.

May God Bless you & yours.

NEWSLETTER JULY 2010

ingrid | July 2nd, 2010 | No Comments »

Hello everyone,

I hope all is well! Happy Canada Day!

I am actually off my regular job today, waiting on some ribs, and a nice drink as I work away on the financials of my business plan to prepare for a couple appointments to re-assess my plan, so I want to make sure I have done the adjustments that were suggested.

They say a business plan is a living, breathing, document that requires updating all the time. It is your road map that helps you achieve goals and let’s you know if you are on track to accomplishing your vision & mission.

Reading my plan gives me a lot of inspiration because I get to celebrate what God has helped me to accomplish, since 2005 (the launch of my first book). It also gets me to focus on what tasks, steps, and goals I still need to accomplish with God’s help to prosper as a successful artist with a mission/vision & a social entrepreneur trying to establish my brand.

I started doing intense research for my business plan in 2007. It took me 2 1/2 years to put together my detailed plan and the past year I have been adjusting it as I learn more, make more connections, and invest more funds.

It’s good to have a plan for anything you do. It keeps you focused on the bigger picture and doing what you need to do to succeed. I am learning that as I check my plan often to see what I need to do to get to where I want to be in my mission & vision. It’s also good to remind yourself that you are not a failure when you have moments when you feel like your dream will never come true. Moments when you feel like you have taken too much of a risk.

Anyways, I am off to a movie now “Grown Ups”.
Stay tuned for more info on upcoming shows ETC … also feel free to hit me up if you want to book me for speaking engagements. Please spread the word.

Take care & God bless! :)

Ingrid D. Johnson
In The Closet Productions
“A Voice for The Voiceless”

“I AM UNDERSTANDING MYSELF A LOT BETTER NOW… HOW ABOUT YOU?”

ingrid | May 20th, 2010 | No Comments »

INGRID D. JOHNSON 2008
I AM UNDERSTANDING MYSELF A LOT BETTER NOW… HOW ABOUT YOU?”
By Ingrid D. Johnson
In 2010, I am learning to embrace that God has made me fearfully and wonderfully made. Therefore, I should not be a shamed of my own power or sexuality, which is just as much a part of me as everything else I have in CHRIST. I am learning to celebrate the way He made me, knowing my full and everlasting worth in HIM. Valuing HIS influence on me, and asking HIM everyday to give me wisdom and to teach me how to use my POWER well. I am learning to let him mold and shape me according to his word, will, and awesome image. Perhaps that is why my heart feels compelled to dress differently now ( than I did in this picture) than I did before. Knowing that He was not ashamed of me before and I am not ashamed of Him or how he is “upgrading me” now.

With these changes God has given me a king/ a soul mate … who sees me with his heart and listens to my past with great understanding and compassion for the person I was back then. God has given me A REAL man to share my life with … a man in love with my heart, mind, and soul who knows my worth and understands that outside beauty fades with age so all that matters is my soul.

I am so blessed with my soul mate - a man that finally loves, trusts, and respects me. A man that I have been training my whole life (through many bad relationships) to know how to love and respect unconditionally. A man that God has given the courage to accept that although I have a past … where my purity was stolen by childhood sexual abuse - I am healed and restored in JESUS CHRISt that strengthens me . So, no matter how much I abused myself, others, and my own sexuality (in the past) and made so many mistakes with my life, before I knew God I am still a QUEEN. I am still worthy of love and respect, especially now that I found my peace in JESUS as God’s little girl. :)

Thanks, DAD. Thanks God for teaching me who I am in you, so I can walk unashamed and blameless before you … repenting of my sins and accepting the mercy you extend to me, expressed on the cross . Thanks for making me your little princess and a lady, once again. Aware and in control of her power and beauty - from deep within. :)

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QUOTE FOR 2010: “A man initiates and a wise women responds with respect. In 2010 God willing, I will be a wise woman … using all my gifts and power wisely.  :)

“TRUSTING, BELIEVING, and OBEYING GOD’s WORD is true CHRISTIAN FAITH.”

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“TRUSTING, BELIEVING, and OBEYING GOD’s WORD is true CHRISTIAN FAITH.”

Reading the Bible has taught me so much. All the answers are in there and the BIBLE is not some book … but a manual for life. I have also learned that God is good all the time. God loves my quality time with Him ( “Be still and know that I am lord” Psalms 46:10). God loves one on one relationship. God is a true friend. He is a provider, protector, advisor, disciplinarian, and the restorer of LIFE. God is a father, a lover, an artist … and the author and finisher of LIFE.

Everywhere on this earth his wonderful creations (all of creation) testify to HIS Genius, whether they know it or not. That is why God is truly good and His son Jesus Christ is truly the word (WISDOM) made flesh.I believe this with all my heart.

With that said, I have entrusted the success, prosperity, growth, expansion, and direction of my company to God who knows all things from the beginning to the end. In saying this, I have seen slowly but surely how God is making my company and its mission and vision to be a “voice for the voiceless” (by sharing my story on how God helped me to overcome childhood sexual abuse) succeed.

I have seen God open up a way for me to sing and speak in front of people who have lived through the same trauma I have lived through. I have seen God help me to see the negative motives of others before they could corner me and exploit my gifts. I have also seen God extend his provision to me, through the kindness of friends and strangers, when I was in need. He has never forsaken me or left me alone and all by myself. In fact, life has been sweet since I invited Jesus into my heart and chose to read the BIBle, believe it, and live my life full of his spirit flowing through me and influencing my decisions.

I hope that the rest of my life with God/Jesus in my life … will be a true reflection of God’s character and the character of his beloved son in my life. I pray that his kindness, generosity, love, understanding, and wisdom will shine in and through me - speaking volumes about God’s love overflowing in my life. That is what I want to leave as my legacy when I am done and its time to move on in LIFE. :)

Ingrid D. Johnson

In The Closet Productions

“A Voice for The Voiceless”

INGRID D. JOHNSON - THE WINNIPEG SUN ARTICLE

ingrid | January 21st, 2010 | No Comments »

Ingrid D. Johnson

“Using her music to heal wounded souls”

http://www.winnipegsun.com/entertainment/music/2010/01/20/12547226.html

Last Updated: 20th January 2010, 5:51pm

INGRID D JOHNSON

In a world of shallow, self-centred pop music, Ingrid D. Johnson is clearly an artist with a higher calling. The local singer, poet and spoken-word performer uses her music to overcome the trauma of sexual abuse. Not surprisingly, Johnson speaks from the heart — even when answering my dumb questions.

* * *

* Who’s in the band?

Ingrid D. Johnson and The Funky Fresh Crew (Iesha Hutchinson, Tara De Castro, Phil collins, Steve Marten, Vaughn Poyser, Frank Rizzuto and Nick Mullin).

* How old are you?

33 — and getting younger and wiser everyday.

* What do you play?

We play a little pop fused with R&B and hip-hop, sprinkled with jazz, a spot of spoken-word, and at times a hint of reggae, folk, blues, and funk.

* What do you do for real money?

I work with high-needs children in care. My musicians live and breath music.

* Tell us about the band in 20 words or less.

Void of ego and ready to spiritually lift your mood — while kicking knowledge old-school.

* Describe your music in 20 words or less.

Unique … yet oddly familiar and reminiscent of the 1930s.

* Describe your look and/or image in 20 words or less.

Smart, sexy, fun, bold, sophisticated, creative, fierce.

* Tell us about your CD.

A spiritual, emotional, and musical journey into the soul of a sexual abuse survivor on the path to overcoming her past and embracing her present and future.

* Why should we buy your CD?

It features many local, Winnipeg, artists, several genres of music, and a portion of the proceeds goes to Laurel Centre.

* How does your music make the world a better place?

Our music is “A voice for The Voiceless”. As an overcomer of sexual abuse, finding myself, my voice, discovering my gifts, developing a strong Christian faith, and pursuing my dreams with passion has restored me from being a “Wounded Soul” to a woman filled with purpose. I hope my music will inspire others to lift their voices, overcome their problems,come out of their closets, and share their stories … so that we can all work together with God to stop sexual abuse.

* What’s your most original quality?

My creative writing skills.

* What’s your motto?

Dreams come true, not free … so be in it to win it and hustle, hustle, hustle!

* Complete this sentence: This band runs on …

Positive vibes from God surrounding us with his love energy. :)

* What’s your best song and what makes it so good?

You and Me, because it makes people happy and remember that love is not sex.

* Name a song you wish you had written and tell us why:

Say by John Mayer

The lyrics are so beautiful — “Love with your arms wide open.”

* Name a song you’re glad you didn’t write:

Snoop’s Drop it like it’s Hot. I just don’t like the message. Rap is more intelligent than that. I grew up on De La Soul, The Roots and other great rappers and I learned wisdom while being entertained. That is what all gifts are for — to teach us something positive and powerful.

* What are your favourite TV shows?

I love America’s Next Top Model because I once pursued modeling. I also LOVE The Hills. It reminds me of my 20s and how much drama there was.

* Your favourite movies?

Little Women.

* Your favourite books?

My favorite book is the Bible, but its not just a book to me.

* Any other favourite things?

Travel, travel, travel, ohhhhhh and my friend “Off-limits guy.”

* What is your most valued possession? And where do you keep it?

My relationship with God is my most valued possession and I keep that in my heart.

* What is your guilty pleasure?

Beef jerky.

* What are your favourite foods and drinks?

Shrimp, dried ribs and beer.

* What kind of food would you like named after you? And what would be in it?

Mud pie. Ingredients: chocolate, sugar, butter, milk, water, almonds, vanilla, etc.

* Name your favourite local musical act.

Flo.

* Now, name your favourite musical acts of all time.

Jim Morrison, Billie Holiday, Etta James, Leonard Cohen, Sade, Anita Baker, Whitney Houston, Garnet Silk, Damien Marley, De la Soul, Gaopelle, Gaelle and Amel Larrieux.

* Who would you be happy to be compared to?

Billie Holiday. She had limited vocal range but she used her voice like a horn and was able to reduce a crowd to tears.

* Who would you be insulted to be compared to?

No one … everyone is a winner if they pursue their dream and get it — unless they abuse their power and hurt someone.

* Tell us about your best gig.

The WAG on Sept. 12, 2009 — my CD release party.

* Now tell us about your worst gig.

None. everything is a learning experience.

* OK, now describe your ultimate fantasy gig. Don’t hold anything back.

My ultimate fantasy gig would be playing The President of the United States’ Christmas Ball.

* What’s the best part of performing and/or touring?

The energy of the band and testing out the limits of my voice as I sing my songs and remember what inspired them.

* What’s the worst part of performing and/or touring?

Getting funding and the butterflies in my stomach before I perform.

* What are your pre-show rituals, superstitions and good luck charms?

Lots and lots of prayer, vocal exercises and my pitch pipe.

* If you have a backstage rider, what’s on it? If you don’t, what would you want?

I don’t have one. I would like bottled water, towels, some good food, a stereo system, a treadmill, and a laptop to record backstage stuff for YouTube.

* What’s the coolest piece of merch you sell?

A clock with my screaming face on it.

* What piece of merch would you love to sell?

Musical greeting cards.

* What is your current mode of transportation to gigs?

A cab, Winnipeg Transit, and rides from band members.

* How would you like to travel? Dream big.

A stretch limo with my own driver and wine would be nice.

* Pick your superpower.

Flight. Dreaming makes me feel like I am flying.

* Name one thing you want to do before you die.

Watch my great-grandchildren have children.

* What’s the dumbest thing you’ve ever done?

I did the splits and ripped my pants in Grade 9.

* What’s the smartest thing you’ve ever done?

Read the Bible all the way through.

* Pretend I’m a heckler at your next gig. What do you do?

Ignore you until you get tired and annoyed. I would also focus on something positive like love.

* Complete this sentence: I’ll know I’m a success when …

I let God influence my decisions. Then I am fair to everyone, including me.

* Now complete this sentence: I’ll know I’m a failure when …

When I think everything is about ME, ME, ME. That is selfish. I try to stay away from that.

* What would it take to make you give up music?

Death or God telling me to let it go.

MY QUOTE FOR THE DAY!

ingrid | January 18th, 2010 | No Comments »

MY QUOTE FOR A DAY!

says … your journey is your legacy.

My journey/legacy is to be “A voice for The Voiceless”.

What’s your legacy? How will people remember you?

Ingrid D. Johnson

MY TWEET FOR THE DAY.

ingrid | January 15th, 2010 | No Comments »

Ingrid D. Johnson says,

It takes courage to seek the truth, wisdom to spit the truth,

& JESUS to keep standing up for the truth when people hate you for it.